After two months of perfect spring weather, I see raindrops again. Since about three days ago, France, or should I say, Paris' sky is covered with grey clouds and eventually rain.
These past weeks has been a very busy ones, as we're almost at the end of academic year, I had to finish lots of papers and, of course, finals. So, eventhough the PC is always turned on and connected to internet, I rarely use it for other thing than reading pdf, typing words, listening to slow 90s musics and to make myself fall asleep: a boring movie.
Have I told you that finding part time job in Paris is not difficult at all? Indeed. Actually, everytime I posted an adv to offer my skills on few sites, I got quite fast responses. And same when I applied to several adv, I got calls to arrange interviews the next day. But, obviously I got problem with self-confidence and it makes me failed in getting all those jobs.
So here I am, looking for jobs again. For now, I am working as a housecleaner for a young couple in Paris 16th. Six hours per week. Not bad at all. Nothing big but help me pay my transport to school. And of course 6 is not enough to pay my rent. So I'm still looking for job. I posted few adv on several sites and got, again, fast responses. So, tomorrow I need to make several calls to make appointment for the interviews.
I hope this will work cause obviously I am tired just going to school and back home everyday. I really want to have at least other things to do besides school.
Some people might say, as an indonesian girl who's studying in Europe, I might have some fortune. But I am not. I don't feel ashamed that I work as a housecleaner or babysitter or other blue-collar jobs but I do feel embarased if I couldn't take care of myself at this age and still hoping for my parents and brother to support me.
This is my life and I am the one who needs to be responsible for it.